Season of Becoming

Aloha mai and welcome back to my little corner of the interwebs…

I didn’t plan on going quiet for a few weeks, but it turns out life had other plans for me. I found myself in the middle of a major transition—both personally and professionally—and honestly, I just didn’t have the words. I felt tired. Not just physically, but soul tired.

Tired of putting myself on display.
Tired of constantly selling my services.
Tired of figuring out new ways to describe my gifts, my medicine, and the very real, deep healing I offer.

Because truthfully, how many more ways can I talk about the work I do—work I know is transformative—only for it to reach the same 10 online besties? I’m grateful for them, of course, but after a while, it starts to feel like your soul is shouting into a void. And that’s a heavy place to be when you pour so much of your heart into what you do.

So I did what I needed to do:
I logged off.
I laid low.
I licked my wounds.

And I remembered. I remembered why I choose this path. Why I show up, again and again, even when it feels hard or unseen. Because this work doesn’t just serve others—it serves me, too. It heals me too.

Now that we’re transitioning out of earthy Taurus season and into airy Gemini, I’m starting to feel the shift: from grounded pentacle to sharp sword. From stillness to movement. And honestly? I still don’t fully know what I want to say. But I do know this:

If you’ve been feeling low on energy, motivation, or inspiration…
If you feel stuck in a cycle of questioning everything you do…
If you're tired of pretending and just want a soft place to land...

You are not alone.

We all go through these seasons. They’re part of the spiral path of growth. You don’t need permission to rest, reset, or completely crash out and burn it all down. Your guides aren’t demanding you push through and “fake the funk”—that’s your ego, babe.

Sometimes rest is the work.

Sometimes your soul just wants you to stop and feel.

And the fear, shame, or guilt that bubbles up in those quiet moments? That’s your shadow work calling. That’s the conditioning you’ve picked up—whispers that say,
“If I’m not being productive, I’m failing.”
“If no one sees me, it must not matter.”
“If I’m struggling, I must be broken.”

But none of that is true.

Those doubts are just old echoes. They keep you spinning, second guessing, seeking validation instead of anchoring in the knowing that what’s unfolding in your life is exactly as it should be.

Let me remind you:
✨ Your highest self is not the perfect version of you.
✨ Your highest path isn’t always clear, clean, or organized.
✨ Your magic doesn’t need a five-step plan or a backup strategy.

Your magic is in your honesty.
Your mess.
Your faith.
Your intuition.

Sometimes, the most powerful thing you can do is say,
“I don’t have it all figured out… but I trust that I’m still on the right path.”

I don’t advertise myself as someone who has all the answers. I’m a human being. I’m a mess sometimes. I love to bed rot and doom scroll like the rest of us. But I also know how to dive deep into my shadows and sit with my uncomfortable truths. I know how to alchemize pain into power. And more than anything, I know how to create space for you to do the same.

So if you’re looking for someone who will meet you where you’re at—not above you, not ahead of you, but with you—I’m your spiritual big sis. I’ll hold space for your healing, your releasing, your remembering.

You are not too far gone.
You are not behind.
You are not broken.

You're in a season of becoming.
Let’s walk through it together.

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If you’re ready to break the cycle, get unstuck, and finally feel safe in your body and your choices—I’m here. Let’s bloom in your own timing, together.